Sometimes it can be scary wanting something so badly and not knowing if your going to get it. I'm not talking about material things like cars or toys or books. Sometimes you feel something drawing you towards something or someone, it feels strange but it feels so right. These past few days I (rachel) have had a similar experience. This one thing nags at me almost every time I wake up in the morning. I wish and I hope. The way i'm talking right now you would think that i'm writing a cheesy horror novel. It may just be the tiniest thing and that i'm reading too much into it. This is about my choir and drama program. My parents might not let me do it next semester. Now, because of my body language some of the time, they think that I don't want to do it. But with a longing and a passion I do. I have yet to find away to tell them this for I fear that if I do, they will say no, and that will be that. I want them to understand that this is not because of Gracie (who is in the program with me, that is where we met), or about anyone else. This is about me, and what I want to do. besides this would be my last semester that I could do it anyways. I just want to do it so badly. But i'm scared to ask. Help!!!!! Gotta go to church now! Bye.
Rach
Rach